2012

As one year comes to an end and we begin to start another, I think it is important to look back and better reflect on the year past.  Overall I think 2012 was a good year, with room for improvement.  I would say I would give it a B-.

One thing was definitely different than 2011, I was working most of the time!  Sure there were a few days, weeks, months with a gap here and there, but overall I worked way more this year than last year.  Although nothing permanent, I know that I am on my way there.  In fact for the last part of the year I was working two jobs, I felt like a little bit of a hustla!  Having a somewhat steady stream of money has made me feel much more stable.  So I thank God for that!

Speaking of God, I feel like I have taken some massive steps toward my relationship with God.  I figured out my purpose, to help others.  As a result I started this blog and have been able to reach others and share more about myself than I ever have before.  This blog has become an open outlet for dealing with a lot of things that I usually just let build up in my mind.  

I loved and I've lost.  For the first time in awhile I have been single single.  I am not going to lie, New Year's Eve yesterday was hard on me.  It was the first time in a few years that me and my ex did not spend New Year's together.  It was a little sad, but I am proud of myself for not backing down and giving in to my feelings of remorse.  In fact I spent my New Year's exactly how I wanted to, watching a movie and going to the casino with one of my girlfriends.  I thank her for coming to my rescue and saving me from taking a Tylenol PM and sleeping through the crossover into 2013.

However, I am glad that I made it through another year.  God still has work for me to do.  I just hope that I am able to carry out his plan.  Here is to an excellent 2013!