Friday, March 7, 2014
I know I know it has been awhile since I have written. I get into these funky moods sometimes when I feel like there is a lot going on, but it is too hard for me to actually articulate anything that I am thinking in order to make cohesive statements. Am I the only one? Well considering it has almost been a month. I figured I needed to start somewhere. ALSO, this is not a post about the history of daylight savings so keep reading!
This weekend marks the beginning of Daylight Savings Time. That's right I am giving you the reminder right now that on Sunday you have to spring forward. Daylight savings always seems like the true beginning of spring, despite the fact that the official start of spring is on March 20th. And while it now takes me about three weeks before my body can truly adjust to daylight savings, the changing of the clocks brings a new start.
Well to me, I am going to use it as a new start. First, I am going to de-clutter my surroundings. It is time for me to do a thorough spring cleaning. That means that I am going to really try to tackle cleaning both my room and my mom's room. I hear that they say cleaning your space helps to clear your thoughts as well. Lord only knows that my thoughts need some cleaning. I need to be refreshed, so I am going to start with my room.
I need to really put some effort into my fitness and health. I have been selectively going to the gym. And by selectively deciding not to go. Same goes with my eating, I have been selecting to eat everything within my reach. My stomach has definitely been in knots for the past few weeks as a result. This week I have made a conscience effort to start counting calories and incorporating more fruits and vegetables. So far I feel slightly better. I also decided to give up fried foods for lent. I figured it was a win for my body and a win for God! lol
My spiritual journey needs improvement. Last week in church I went to the alter to ask God to help renew my faith and to create some changes in my life. I know good and well some of the things I need to do I haven't been doing well. Going to church alone is not enough. So I have been trying to make the effort to pray more and read the bible. I even put it on my daily to do list. Slowly but surely I am getting better. I am practicing lent for the first time in awhile. I feel like it would be a good start in walking in faith to practice sort of restraint even if it is for something silly like fried foods.
Now the thing that I am most looking forward to about spring ahead, is spring out of this "relationship" I have been in. I put relationship in quotes because I have been dating someone for almost three months who I wouldn't consider my boyfriend. We have "broken up" and "gotten back together", again I use in quotes because I only think that you can do these things when you are with someone, and I don't believe we are truly together. Regardless, I think it is time for me to start fresh. Gone are the days when I keep someone around because I feel sorry for them. I have been preaching to others that I would rather be single and happy and then with someone and unhappy. It is time for me to start practicing myself.
So cheers to spring, cheers to no more snow and cold days, and cheers to fresh beginnings and to springing forward and leaving the past in the past!