One thing was definitely different than 2011, I was working most of the time! Sure there were a few days, weeks, months with a gap here and there, but overall I worked way more this year than last year. Although nothing permanent, I know that I am on my way there. In fact for the last part of the year I was working two jobs, I felt like a little bit of a hustla! Having a somewhat steady stream of money has made me feel much more stable. So I thank God for that!
Speaking of God, I feel like I have taken some massive steps toward my relationship with God. I figured out my purpose, to help others. As a result I started this blog and have been able to reach others and share more about myself than I ever have before. This blog has become an open outlet for dealing with a lot of things that I usually just let build up in my mind.
I loved and I've lost. For the first time in awhile I have been single single. I am not going to lie, New Year's Eve yesterday was hard on me. It was the first time in a few years that me and my ex did not spend New Year's together. It was a little sad, but I am proud of myself for not backing down and giving in to my feelings of remorse. In fact I spent my New Year's exactly how I wanted to, watching a movie and going to the casino with one of my girlfriends. I thank her for coming to my rescue and saving me from taking a Tylenol PM and sleeping through the crossover into 2013.
However, I am glad that I made it through another year. God still has work for me to do. I just hope that I am able to carry out his plan. Here is to an excellent 2013!